Monday, September 28, 2009

Feeling better

I know that I am feeling better since I am getting an over whelming desire to craft, sew, compost and recycle all at the same time. I was asked the other day what I have been up to and the answer is nothing and I am going crazy. I have so many projects on my to do list that I can't wait to get my hands on. If only the house cleaning would not get in the way.....

Wednesday, September 23, 2009

OK Fine I will tell people

OK I will tell people just so the rumors will stop. Yes we are pregnant with my baby #3 but as a family that will make #5. To answer the second question I have been getting is yes we did plan it and I was really excited, now just a little scared. We are 10 weeks and almost done with the first trimester and I will be very happy when it is over. I do feel very blessed to have another baby and feel that this one, like my others are such a miracle.

On a second note I am so blessed to have a wonderful friend (cough cough.... Nikki) who has brought me dinner, done my dishes, laundry and watched my girls. It is really hard for me to have someone help me but I get crazy sick, I have already lost 10 lbs (not such a bad thing) and with Kirk gone lets just say my house is not as clean as I would like it to be. So my friend has been so wonderful to help me through this hard time!

Sunday, September 20, 2009

being different

My sister was in town this weekend so the kids and I were down at my families house all weekend. I love being around family. I just hate how I feel so different around them. That all my choices are wrong or weird. I just want to be accepted so bad yet everything I do makes me more and more different from them. Why is it that the place were we should feel the most safe and secure is one of the hardest places to be around. Don't get me wrong, I love my family and they are wonderful people I wish sometimes we were heading in the same direction. It might be a little easier. Maybe if I was not the youngest they would be easier on me. Not sure, just sad tonight.
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